Two Years.....

Two years have now passed,
Though it feels like much longer.
People say things will get better,
But I don't feel any stronger.

The moment that you died
My heart was torn in two
One side filled with heartache
the other died with you

At times I sit and cry
missing you so very much.
The way we laughed, your smile, 
deep in my heart you have forever touched

Every day I drive by the cemetery
I want to stop and say hi
But the thought of seeing your headstone
just makes me want to cry

Life will never be the same
Although I try to move on
Some days are harder than others
Feels like this grief has just begun

I want to wake up from this nightmare
And have you next to me
But the reality is
I know this is not to be

I pray for you every day
As well as our family
And one day in the future

Together we will be...

Love Always,
Your Big Brother

Happy Birthday Chrissy!

I wish you were here today
even for just a little while
so I could say Happy Birthday "Sister"
and see your beautiful smile.

The only gifts today will be
the gifts you left behind;
The laughter, joy and happiness...
precious memories...the best kind.

Today I'll do my very best
to try and find a happy place...
struggling to hide my heavy heart
and the tears on my face.

I'll sit quietly and look at your picture
thinking of you with love;
hoping you're doing ok
in Heaven up above.

May the angels hold you close and
sing you a happy song...
and I'll be sending wishes to you
today and all year long.

Love Always,
Your big brother.

I Wish..........

Happy Valentine's Day Chrissy!